Have you ever?

Has anyone here ever done anything that they wish that hadn't of or that they could do it over? I have. I've done that with alot and now it's all pilling on. No one is talking to me. I have time to think things and when I think them, I feel bad. I'm not cutting and I'm not trying to die, but I'm thinking of who I am and what I'm doing to myself. Now, yes, I am who I want to be. I am very fortunant, but I still get sad. I still need to talk and hold conversations with people.

I guess I just miss having a constant in my life. Thomas is being an ass hole and I think he's trying to show Sean that he doesn't need me or that he's tough or something like that. I don't know. I just don't like it. God, even Steve thought I was acting strangly.

Well, now I have to go to work. I'm a busy little girl. Cathrine (co-worker) is leaving for collage and I have to train a replacement. Grrr.....AND I'm leaving for Michigan in two days, but I have to work for 4 hours the day we leave. I am the reason my family is leaving so late. rar.

Ok, everything has been said and now that I've finnished my laundry I can eat and leave. Bye Bye.

I am a sixteen female from Kentucky and I can't even begin to understand the world, yet I'm lucky enough to get everything I could ever want. I'm happy now and I realize that even though I had a hard time, it was nothing compaired to other things. I wish I could figure out things faster, or that I could help someone.