Bone Dry
I have nothing left to write about. Is it possible that I've used up what it is that I love most; I have no more experiances' left. I have written them all several times, and now that I've used them, what do I have? Nothing. I'm like a car that's running on empty.
Last year I was getting not so great grades, and I was uber depressed. However, this year, I am getting great grades, and I'm really happy. I am Bull shitting all of my papers, and every time I try to write something, it comes out as crap.
I just got into a fight with my mom over a paper that I wrote. "And to be honest, I don't think that you tryed. This isn't like anything in the past. You didn't try" And the truth is, that I didn't try.
I don't want to write. I no longer look forward to writing and I no longer take pride in what I do. I've been thinking this for a while, and hopping that it was wrong, but my mom just showed me that I'm not the only one that can see it.
And although she said it in one of the nastiest ways she could have, she was still right. I am still not any better than I ever have been. I've never been all that great, but I guess that when I started AP english, I just noticed it a little more.
I just want to cry, becuase I am not good at the one thing that I thought I was
posted by eryn at 1:41 PM
3 Comments:
I know exactly what you mean, I posted it in a few of my blogs. You're brain just seems to have run dry. My mom said it was probably just temporary writer's block, but I'm too much of a pessimist to go for that.
7:10 PM
eryn. michelle. french.
you are good at writing.
I think i've told you this before. But you are, more than most people that i know, a writer. Perhaps the spelling isn't the greatest (i love you) but that's what spell check is for and that's fine. You write more valid things than i do. So cheer up about your writing.
Also, please do not tell me that this is the only thing you're good at.
pshaw.
listen to aimee....temporary writer's block. We all get it. Je t'<3
12:19 PM
Yeah, we do all get it. I don't know how long it will last, but it will pass eventually. Probably not as fast as you want, but then again, nothing is,lol.Good luck, and just enjoy other things right now.
1:01 PM
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