An Updated Life

All I can hope for, is love. I always want more and I always want it to be as good or better than the last. All I could ever want, would be a more powerful love, that lasted. Crazy thoughts, I know, but somewhere inside me, I feel alone. I feel like the world closes and opens before me, but I'm afraid to walk in during the right moments.

Only now, do I see what I've done wrong in the past. Only now, do I know what I could have done to make things work. Sucks that it takes a broken heart or a damaged phyci to get here.

So, what I want is an updated life. I want a new love, I want a new me (with the same qualities, just some added), and I want a new place. I'm sick of Louisville. Not because of it's people or because of it being Louisville. I am sick of being here. I want to expand my horizons and I want to be able to read a god damned book that has some sort of meaning to it.

I'm just sick of me